September 2010
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Could it be fate.
Crushed under the weight, I shifted in the shadow and cursed the clocks.
Ones own expectation, nervously ignoring the sounds.
The sounds.
They all play in the pubs and bars, hunting, hunting.
Stop and move through the crowds, hurting hurting.
Immersion, subversion, coercion, it’s just a game of tricks and traps.
The droll life of a literate neanderthal, monkey say, monkey do,...
February 2010
2 posts
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Let's make love.
Sweet baby girl of mine, come on all I need is a neon sign. Sink into me, sink onto me, sweet baby girl of mine. All I needed was a giant neon sign.
I want everyday to be a duvet day, everyday I want for you to have something new to say. I want everyday together to stay.
The revealing of teeth and tongue, the smile that shadows the sun, if this day ever ends I will pack up my things and...
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This stomach can't stomach me.
Staple my stomach down, staple it down down. Waking into nausea, falling to my knees, staple it down down.
Look at me now.
The echo in this pale bathroom, the bright white lights, this dentist appointment has gone horribly wrong. I swear there is no cartilage between my verterbrae, just pieces of bricks and sand.
Look at me now, looking down and terminal.
A billion bullet size ants crawling...
January 2010
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Playing it safe.
I feel a foot, feet and toes. We wake up downstairs, upon a couch too small for two beings. I squint and turn to you, awake with eyes closed daydreaming of possible ceilings.
I look for my shirt, but I slept in it. Without bottoms on you is making me smile, my lip is bit, is this it?
I stumble towards the kitchen, stubbing my toes. Rubbing my eyes I talk to inanimate objects, you mumble...
July 2009
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June 2009
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Jorga
Clouds and shapes and stuff and things. Pour a little salt onto the wound. Look past the clouds, I see a world black and blue. Cut the rope, it’s still black and blue. I take my step ladder to the sky, I take myself too. Each step is far from easy. Balance was never my strong point, not in life or otherwise. Parting the clouds, they are heavier than you would think. Placing my hand...
May 2009
12 posts
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The last photo I take will be of you.
Turning up to look past the clouds is never easy for me.
The weight of my head has doubled.
Your scarf is tied so tight you can barely see.
I can’t see past these broken tear ducts, the approaching flood is getting you troubled.
Rain hitting my face hides the fact, I am crying over you.
I want the last photo I take to be of you.
Standing silent and still my lips are turning blue to match you.
I...
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Twisted Medley
The dark blue waves that seperate shores from shores, cascade down toward me. Throw a lassoo back at the horizon and pull yourself, closer to me. When the notes hit the world stops, come back here girl - closer to me. I know it’s getting late, so rub out the names that cant maintain. I can’t write them for you, so you’ll have to do the same. I hear songs, I heard those in my dreams, the ocean...
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Airplanes
The jetwash is arcing across my eyes, the vapour is drawing across my eyes. Unbroken lines of adventures creating ‘S’ shapes in the sky. ‘S’ is for serenade, the worlds a small place with only the sunshine keeping me alive. Warm air caresses my face akin to her sweet hands across my cheeks. For this moment will forever be ending, the jetwash is bending across the sky,...
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Fall
She had softest skin that I ever tasted twined with the sweetest lips that I had ever kissed. Together as one and always, her eyes had the fire I had so sorely missed. All that time apart was always an opportunity missed. The days spun into one, along with the merry go round where we first met. My heart is revolving around my head. I am too busy revolving around you to loose this bet. I go...
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No-one is safe.
The pebbles fight like stone warriors on our shoreline, immune from the cold and pain. The waves crash down upon them like all the years rain, just as you thought you were immune, you now have nothing to gain. I don’t want to hear the words that mean nothing to me. This is the jealousy and this is about you and me. No-one is going to be safe with me in this rough sea. The shoreline is...
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Take me back.
Old song, written 3years ago - so a bit cheesy rhyming and a bit down and depressing - whereas my songs now are just longer, deeper……………… and depressing lol!: Everything I needed is gone, I need something to pull me through, Everything I have is gone, I need someone to pull me up from the darkest blue. Take me back, back to when I was me, Come back with...
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Glass house
Outside my head for the first time, The cloudless sky shows me more than just the starlight, Inside my head for the first time today, My glasshouse world shows me more than just the starlight outside. The echoes of you hitting the walls of my glasshouse world, I press my warm nose to the cold invisible wall, I cannot see anything other than the starlight, I cant help but decorate my...
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Fishing(Fission) in my chest.
The time, the places and all the spaces inbetween. The vast infinty that will never be seen. I hear your five footsteps breaking my attention. There was never any real attention. I am fishing into my chest, hoping to catch more than quiet starlight and dandilions. The constant fission in my chest is growing old. Every atom is being split and sold. If you cant feel that feeling that I feel. ...